Alhamdulillah, my preparation are more less sorted. Not like the previous post where i thought i have sort it out but apparently it was not. From paperworks, to catering and such, so far most of it has been arranged.
To ask me what do i feel, I'm nervous and Excited at the same time. Believe it or not, I'm going to say goodbye to my single status in just 576 hours (or less). There are times, I look forward and get freak out thinking about the future. There are times, i look back and recall all those happy + sad + crush + joy moments that I had back then. From ex-es, to friends, to work and all. Those memories made who I am today.
All I'm hoping that I'll be a good person, wife, bestfriend, mother, in laws to the new life that I'm entering to. I know who exactly I am, and to once decide to take the next step of life, I'm must prioritize what's important and what's not. I did share with Ali, what if I fail? All that he can say, its we who decide to make it happen or not. Its true of what he said. We choose to be happy, we choose to be sad, we choose to be angry and we choose to be loved.
I pray that everything that was planned will go as it is, Insya'allah.
